Unconditional Love
I held my baby boy one last time five months ago. To live in this reality is an utter nightmare. … More Unconditional Love
Story Time
My sweet Tek, Mommy wants to tell you a story. Theodore, you would have found out that Mommy loves to … More Story Time
The Dentist
I got a personal text from my dental hygienist informing me that they are now scheduling appointments for patients to … More The Dentist
Your Life in Heaven
My sweet Theodore, I often imagine what your life is like in heaven. I think of you living your best … More Your Life in Heaven
Our Most Perfect Moment
Think about a moment in your life that felt the most perfect. A moment you would not change a thing … More Our Most Perfect Moment
The How Questions
There are different ways to ask the same question. Most of them start with the same dreaded word– How; a … More The How Questions
I Wish to Stay in My Daydreams
I thought I would lighten the mood by sharing a few daydreams I had while pregnant. Nighttime Feeding Daydream The … More I Wish to Stay in My Daydreams
The Answer I Thought I Wanted
Back at the beginning of April, I had a telehealth appointment with a new high risk MFM (maternal fetal medicine) … More The Answer I Thought I Wanted
Grieving Mama – I Know
Dear Grieving Mama, Today is a difficult day. Today you can’t hold back the tears so you let them fall. … More Grieving Mama – I Know
My Dream Mother’s Day
Theodore – Mommy’s first Mother’s Day is coming up soon and in my dreams this is how the day would … More My Dream Mother’s Day