The World Kept Spinning
Shortly after our son’s memorial I went and got my hair done. I don’t exactly remember the date, it could … More The World Kept Spinning
Category: Grief
Sorry, I Can’t Make It
The first family get together since the death of our son is happening this weekend and I regret to say, … More Sorry, I Can’t Make It
Every Minute of Every Day
On difficult days everything hurts. On these days, I can’t stand the sound of my own voice. Simple everyday conversation … More Every Minute of Every Day
I Know People Mean Well
If you have said any the phrases below, please do not feel guilty or take offense to what I am … More I Know People Mean Well
Forty
I am constantly thinking should we try again? Thinking about this causes a lot of pain. How can I bring … More Forty
Unconditional Love
I held my baby boy one last time five months ago. To live in this reality is an utter nightmare. … More Unconditional Love
The Dentist
I got a personal text from my dental hygienist informing me that they are now scheduling appointments for patients to … More The Dentist
Your Life in Heaven
My sweet Theodore, I often imagine what your life is like in heaven. I think of you living your best … More Your Life in Heaven
The How Questions
There are different ways to ask the same question. Most of them start with the same dreaded word– How; a … More The How Questions
I Wish to Stay in My Daydreams
I thought I would lighten the mood by sharing a few daydreams I had while pregnant. Nighttime Feeding Daydream The … More I Wish to Stay in My Daydreams