Your Life in Heaven
My sweet Theodore, I often imagine what your life is like in heaven. I think of you living your best … More Your Life in Heaven
Author: mallory
Our Most Perfect Moment
Think about a moment in your life that felt the most perfect. A moment you would not change a thing … More Our Most Perfect Moment
The How Questions
There are different ways to ask the same question. Most of them start with the same dreaded word– How; a … More The How Questions
I Wish to Stay in My Daydreams
I thought I would lighten the mood by sharing a few daydreams I had while pregnant. Nighttime Feeding Daydream The … More I Wish to Stay in My Daydreams
The Answer I Thought I Wanted
Back at the beginning of April, I had a telehealth appointment with a new high risk MFM (maternal fetal medicine) … More The Answer I Thought I Wanted
Grieving Mama – I Know
Dear Grieving Mama, Today is a difficult day. Today you can’t hold back the tears so you let them fall. … More Grieving Mama – I Know
My Dream Mother’s Day
Theodore – Mommy’s first Mother’s Day is coming up soon and in my dreams this is how the day would … More My Dream Mother’s Day
How Many Kids Do you Have?
During one of my therapy sessions the topic of answering “How many kids do you have?” came up. Just hearing … More How Many Kids Do you Have?
Raw Emotion (unedited)
Dear God, I wanted to let you know how angry I am. I am not sure if I am angry … More Raw Emotion (unedited)
I would do it all over again
Before I tell the story of our baby boy’s arrival, I need to give some backstory. I was an insulin … More I would do it all over again