Oh I am struggling.

I had a good run of being strong.

I had many days of happiness and hope.

I know those days will come again.

But for now, I’m going to sit with my grief and feel it.

I’m going to let it pierce deep into my heart where all the love I have for my son lives.

I will allow this pain to run it’s course.

I will let the tears turn into sobs because those tears are love with no place to go.